JAS ((: this is a story bout a girl

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

this is the song of my blog now..hees nice rite is jiu di sang by J3..hees((: nice rite..

well basically i didnt go skol cux i wasnt feeling well as usual LOLX...ok was at home the whole freaking day basically doin nth and soo decided to go on youtube search under superband then watch the video..i cross my heart I SERIOUSLY MISSED SUPERBAND LARHS! arghh! well then many thts again hahas thru superband i made many good fwens and also thru superband me and some fwens bcame a distance.once again there are more thts larhs obviously. past this yrs i couldnt expect how much a journey i had gone thru...haix.. this makes me feel lyk crying..wth! hahas

sec one when i was still thirteen.. i was a new kidd in yuying and i made this grp of fwens consisting jiahui peilin elieen jasline yan hwee calean and myself we use to come together talk about idols and all hahas those were the days. lolx. then we distant we spilt up and ya..you know hahas well thnks all of them whu once was there when i needed them as i really dunno how i could go to skool spending time alone ya? hahas

sec2 of some reason i dun really quite rmb...hahas me and sharinah as shima gt close we were bestfriends and best girlfwens ya i rmb cux of basketball! i knew wanting first then olga they all and then grew close to sharinah and shima. hees i rmb the days whur we use to hang out whur sharinah complains to me about stuff and abt how shima treated us we use to gossip also rmb? hahas well thks u guys for being there for mi u guys tolarated mi althou i was owaes the one listening hahas budden i do complain at time larhs hahas well nevertheless thks. sharinah: i stil rmb the days whur we came back to skol jux to do art rmb the flower? hahas was tt at sec 3 or 2? cant rmb i onli can rmb u asked haikel to draw for u..oRHH! hahas well was fun larhs hahas well and also not forgeting i rmb that time whur u scolded shima cux u jux cant tolerate her i could onli jux sat there and do nth. actually in my heart i was very sad as i dun know how our friendship can be soo easily broken i actually felt lyk crying soo badly..(well i did but dun think u guys know hahas) aniwaes its all jux history...well sharinah left and ivy came was childish if u tht of it sharinah was actually jealous cux ivy sort of "replaced her" lolx aniwaes we had fun ya ivyy i still rmb those hanging out hahas...thks ya for giving me such a wonderful time and also thks for being there for me.LOVES!

sec3 ivy was streamed to a different class frm mi and shima..unfortunately. hahas and things between me and shima turned bland and then i finally gave up we had this big "fight" and i never wanted to talk to her again soo i sticked ard with nat calean and jiahui we used to talk gossip alot we were not best of friends but we are lyk gossip buddies LOLX! i can still rmb those sakae session together. hahas and when we decided to go for a second session things became to change again calean and nat pity shima that she had gt no friends and they went to her. this made an impact on mi ..i dunno if its under ani influence of her but calean start to distant frm me and she nvr talk to me again.till now i am still wondering the reason y she hates me soo much...wht hv i done? haix. i really hate it seriously. haix. but nvm then i went back to ivy actually we are stil as chatty as b4 hahas i rmb goin to the KL trip with no friends budden she accompanied mi thru the trip with aloy donovan kenneth phelan zhao huang and all larhs you guys know whu u are..haha they made my KL trip an unforgettable one i soo want to THANK you guys so much without u all i could not imagine how my KL trip would be thks alot not forgetting all tt happen in KL are still in my head. the hotel the shopping the field trip the makan and all larhs i amm soo much appericiated for all the wonderful memories hees. well but as time past after the KL trip we still hang out but after tt incident i dared not to hang out with you guys animore cux i was VERY guilty and i didnt know how to face it but to run away frm it.. it was a tuff decision budden.. haix i was really guilty larhs.budden i will stil wanna thks for the company yarr.i had no one then in class i was always by myself so i wanted to tell how i felt towards shima. i wanna apologise to her as i felt i was in the wrong also soo i did. but i after tt i was soo foolish i apologise and did hang out with her but she not only once but many time stab mi in the hrt again and again lyk b4 i could than tolerate no more so i left her on t'chers day if i am not wrong hahs but bcux of her i made new best fwens lyk gi varian leong and all larhs hahs you guys know hu u are hahas i still rmb the times we hang out together ok we use to to towning and use to catch the lastest movies hahas rmb? lolx well thks ya althou i maybe naggy and irritating at times ( i dun act lyk i am older) budden you guys nvr made me feel left out hees..btw i rmb our prata session plus huiqun and terry hahas...well tokin abt movies i can still rmb the movies kakis! which is none other than ced tat and vincent hahs rmb we use to catch the lastest movie?(now this time i am the youngest) hahas sumore we lyk use to catch a movie A LEAST one time a wk hahas i was havin holidays then hahas well thks yar.. and i am owaes the one waiting for u guys (3 guys making a girl wait WTH) hahas ok well you guys know it urself the outcome aiyoo jux tolerate each other larhs. i tolerated her for lyk dunno how long lors..hahas ok larhs ok larhs aniwaes thks soo much ya? it was fun but gone were those days. hahas

sec4 well this is when the superband craze was up hahas i started my vocal lessons for once and ya.jiahui left mi my class buddy and i was left with no one but myself to tell you the fact i my onli choice was with peggy and yunting budden you know their temper is not really wad i lyk budden i had to tolerate larhs well if u see me talkin to myself its no surprise hahas well superband lost of many fwens no as in lost as in all went a distant hahs gi varian ter aaron you guys know larhs theAUTHORS hahas weng tat and all hahas we use to talk but i dunno wht happen all were bz with their own stuff hahas we bcame soo far apart..so near yet soo far.. i really MISSED all you guys actually hahas

well now i actually find tt i am irritating and i wasnt a really tt nice person larhs as u can see my life is in a mess i nvr had a really gd fwen frm the start. whenever there is mi the friendship dun seems to turn out well..JINX! hahas yarr. wadeva hahs tts y i am so used to talking to myself and jux loves crapping cux i will nvr wan to rmb all althou it will still leave a mark i jux wanna live life blurly lyk i know nth hahas well tts y i seldom hv stuff to talk abt cuz its all inside and i dun wish to say. hahs actually i amm soo scared inside but wht to do? haiz..well just wanna tell EVERYBODY tt you all made an impact in my life and i wanna thk all whu was there for mi be it you are a hi-bye fwen or a best friend you guys are the Best..LOVE YOU ALL! hees ((: this blog is soo freaking long larhs OMG if you can read it to here well CONGRATULATIONS! hahs...

PS: ppl pls rmb to tag hees LOVES!.and those whu i didnt mention it doesnt mean you are forgotten. hees ((:

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